We see that you are grieving for your past.

We see that you are grieving for your past.  Why is this?  Do you not know that the best still lies ahead?  Your now is greater than all your pasts because of how you have grown into your spiritual self.  You do not always see this side of yourself but at times you glimpse it.  Most times you are enamored with remembering and forgiving that which you feel you screwed up.   

Forgive yourself not for there is nothing to forgive.  You are a product of all you have been before.  How could that be anything less than beautiful?  We know this does not make much sense to you now but it will before too long.  Rejoice in the knowledge that you have transcended many of the states of being that led you to decisions for which you question yourself.  That was all in the past and now is now.  Rejoice in the now.  That you are able to make new starts every day of your life.  Isn’t that a wonder?  Rejoice and be glad for the Lord is of you and within you now and always, dearest child.  He ponders your questioning of your path and your state of being.  Focus on the present.  Focus on the joy you feel.  Focus on what you'd like your life to look like.  But do not regret the past.  It is naught but a distant memory that does not need to affect you now.  Praise be to the One who has created heaven and earth.  Amen.

Rejoice unto this day all you who labor and toil.  I will be there for you always.